World's friendliest Countries List: According to survey done by Forbes Magazine

1. Canada
2. Bermuda
3. South Africa
4. United States
5. Australia
6. Spain
7. France
8. United Kingdom
9. MALAYSIA
10.German

Congratz to all the citizen from the above countries.  for those who are not listed, it doesn't means that you are not friendly, maybe you are not friendly enough to get listed...:)

Fuckin' Perfect

I always love P!nk.  For me she is honest in her lyrics.  The lyrics is grounded on the real world.  This song us that we are perfect in our own imperfection.  WE ARE PERFECT...

BTW, sorry if the viewers feel offended with the early part of the songs and the suicide part.  It is not my attention to offend any of you.  

The more we know someone, the more we understand someone, the more the hurt will be...

why must the title be this long?  i don't have the answer either.  I just cant find a simple phrase to pronounce my thought.  Nevermind.  Let me tell you why...

• if the person that you know is having some problem, you will really put yourself in their shoes not just pretend to be in.  So, you will feel burdened, headache, sad, and everything all in once.  Plus you are raised in a different way, so you will be reacting differently.  Complicated isn't it...
• if the person that you know did something to you and they don't realize it.  to make worst, the person that you know also know you well or pretend to know you.  so you will feel double the hurt.  Imagine how hard it is.

So why bother getting know each other only to get hurt.  Tricky right?  I don't have the answer myself.  I have something in my mind but it is not totally the conclusion yet.  For me the burdened, the headache, the sadness and feeling other feelings that is what being friend means.  Remember, you also feel the joy, the happiness et cetera et cetera while being friend and with your friends.  It is not fair to accept only the good side of friendship while repelling the good side of friendship.  this Also apply to mankind.  Everybody has their own weakness and strength, so we have to accept both.  You cannot extract my goodness and separated it from  my body.  Me, my strengths, and my weaknesses are one.  If you are my friends that you are also my weaknesses and my strengths friends.  

For the part of being hurt, you can just made an excuse that they maybe don't realize that they behaving that way.  Once they did, it's ok.  Twice forgiven, but if for the tenth time, i don't have the answer.  I'm confused with this kind of people.  For me, when facing this kind of people i'll put my guard up.  To be honest, i am afraid to be hurt by people that know be the best.  I know it's not fair for me to ask people to open up to me, while I closed my heart to them.  It is just my protective shell.  But think about it.  Shell is not very hard, you can broke them if you know the way..ha...

Source Code: Review

Just watch Source Code a few nights a go.  Overall it is good movie.  For me this movie kinda look like inception minus the thinking part.  So, we can enjoy watching this movie without having to think of anything related to the story.

All the actors manage to bring life to the characters that they play.  I am attracted to a character played by Vera Farmiga which was Goodwin.  She faced the internal conflict which we faced like everyday in our real life   but in the different situation.  She had to abide with her superior order which is right but also wrong in some ways.  She also had a desire to follow her instinct which is parallel with humanity.  We faced this everyday in our life; have to choose between two option which one will give benefit to everybody, and the other one to bring happiness to one sole soul.  Skeptically, once should choose to bring benefit to everybody, but this story proved otherwise.  I am not going to spoil you with anything from the film.

I would suggest to all of you to go out and watch this movie.  It is really worth watching.  but please not to put high expectation before you go to the cinema.  I not saying that this movie is oscar worth watching movie, just saying it is worth watching..:)

have fun...

To all people out there, please listen to what i am about to say...
Life is too short to be wasted on ignoring the opportunity that pass by.  We spent 20 years making mistakes, 20 years performing activity daily of living, 10 years of making plans, but the opportunity might last for us only for a day.  if the door closed, it might remains closed till the 'opportunity' thinks that we are ready for it.  one door will lead to another.  don't be afraid of knocking the wrong door because if that is the wrong door you will end up facing the right door.  Maybe on the time that you made the decision to knock on the wrong door, you are still not ready for the right doors.  entering the wrong doors are still better that staying at one place spending 20 years making mistakes, 20 years performing ADL, 10 years making plan and end up with no outcome.

So, open your heart, open your mind and open the doors..  :)

SELF MONOLOGUE: EPISODE 1 (CHEEZY TAK THE TITLE???)

                To be honest, i don’t know whether i will continue writing on Cambodia.  It takes me years to copy back from my log book to writing.  I wonder if there is anybody that willingly gives an IPAD to me.  If you know, just let me know.  I can conclude that the experience that i had in Cambodia is very eye opening experience.  Yes there are a lot of poor people there, yes they are behind economically.  But they live there in a very harmony world.  Unlike us like a developing country, we have a lot of crime, a lot of misguided acts.  If this is what developing means, i wish they would say innocence just like now.  I don’t feel it is good to describe than like 50 years behind Malaysia.  What we are so proud of the development that we achieved so far?  The crime rate?  Stay up in the night while they sleeping soundly without nothing to be worried in the next day?  We have nothing to be proud of.  Perhaps I envy them so much in many ways. 

                Speaking about envy or jealousy, I think that is being human means.  We have the right to be envy because we don’t have what the people that we envy have.  As long as our jealousy does not harm us in any way, it should be ok.  However, we also have the responsibilities to be thankful.  With the balance of this to elements, I think world will be better.  What we see nowadays is a man with desire, a man with envy, a man with jealousy, but never be a man with the thankfulness.  I believe that no matter perfect a man is, there are still desires to have more and found he or she is still inadequate.  But i think, that is normal, everybody have it.  For example a King who live in palace with the good food, conducive environment, designers cloth, there is something that we know they really want it that we all know which is freedom. 

                For me, I know that I am far from perfection.  I did so many things that are unforgivable in the past.  I did so many mistakes.  But I learnt a lot from my mistakes with a huge price to be paid.  Despite of the ‘bad’ things that happened to me, i know that all of them starting from me.  So, I learnt with the hard ways, so that i remember.  I honestly think that people deserve not only second chance, but also infinity of chances.  No matter what to be put on the table as long as people learnt through it, I am willingly took their promise to change.  Maybe because I am the man of imperfection, i know sometimes i took me hundred trials to move from one point to another.  People are different from others to others.  So let them make fall from the bike thousand time and who know they will be the first people to win a gold medal in Olympics game in the next 10 years.  For me being perfect is living with your flaws.  To live with flaws it is a not an easy way to live our life.  Even for me.  I also feel jealous, blaming myself for what happened, I hate some of my physical features.  There is a very tight war in my heart and in my mind between the Good & Bad.  I will let you know when any site wins. 

                

Selamat Sejahtera kepada semua..

I know that no one bother, but still sorry not posting anything for quite long.  Impian buat blog hanyalah hangat-hangat tahi ayam aka hot hot chicken shit.  tapi insyaallah akan ku teruskan untuk berkongsi pada sume tentang pengalaman di Cambodia.  Susah nak istiqamah buat bende ni.  Nak promote at orang len blog ni x sampai hati sebab content die ntah ape2 n x complete lagi pon.  So, tengok la nanti bile senang I sambung lagi.

Sementara tu, nak kongsi pengalaman kat Kelantan.  Generalnye, x rase posting kat cni sonok sngt.  biase2 je.  MAybe sebab x suke posting kat A&E.  Ye la, tempat yang there is no place for mistakes x seswai untuk org yang learnt from mistakes mistakes.  hari first oleh kerana nervous yang teramat sngt, I da buat silap.  haha...bongok kan.  lepas tu aku ni mmg la amnesia tahap gaban.  i can forget things in a blink of an eye.  SO, A&E, I mintak jauh.  X sanggup nak membahayakan patient.  Tapi aku kene cari jalan juga untuk mengatasi kelamahan ni.  Penat kene kutuk ngan lecturer, MA, and nurse lain.  tapi disebabkan aku ni pelupe, aku lupe ape yg dorang cakap.  haha.

Tapi TBH, bnyak yang aku blaja kat cni.  Intepret ECG (credit to dr. Mane ntah, MA x ingat name, n bro. kamil yg x henti2 memberi kritikan membina untuk kami terus maju kehadapan.  Bak kate bro kamil, to move forward we have to look back.

Makanan usah citer..lazat giler.  Wanda sedap, kopitiam sedap, radix ok, harmoni sedap, ice blended sedap, sume sedap la.. ade skali je makan manis (kelantan terkenal dengan kemanisannye, FYI) tapi bley terima n sedap.  mak wok je x g lagi.  hopefully esok sempat singgah.

hari jumaat kat cni cuti.  so g jalan2 kat umah bro kamil, pantai irama n kota baru (tenks piah n rakan yang lain).  Nak cari umah bro kamil amat lah susah.  disebabkan degil x nak ikowt kate bro kamil n pemandu berkehmah piah, kami agak terlewat ckit.  Rumah bro kamil besar giler.  mmg kaye giler la die.  makanan pon sedap.  hahaha

Pastu nak singgah kat tempat binatang, bley plak die x bagi masuk.  x tau die nak simpan binatang tu untuk sape.  gile.  pastu g pantai irama.  otw nak g sane, ade org antar text kate tengah tsunami at jepon n hari pon hujan.  so, sampai je sane kami cabut balik.hahaha...

PAstu g KB mall.  kat sane g main bowling.  pastu g pasar malam.  Pastu ade org ajak g tidor umah die.  hahaha..heaven..selamat tinggal IMPIANA (baik x yah citer pasal impiana, bley buat essay 40 page pasal impiana yang bertaglinekan mesra dan selase).  Haha..tp dorang mmg mesra..  no doubt bout this.  opss, tercerita panjng tentang cuti berbanding ngan kat A&E plak...hahha....

so, skunk ni kat umah kawan yang perlu dirahsiakan..hahahha

Nite.....
AS-SALAM...
sayang mak, sayang ayah, sayang sume...:)